Jan 10, 2010

random

1. tomorrow is my first day at work after two months plus of being a full-time housewife. i am shit scared, no. i am shit nervous? i have 2 weeks before lectures begin and have no idea what subject(s) will i be teaching. aihhhh..


2. i was very sure before that i wanted to be a lecturer.. and Alhamdulillah, Allah made me one.. and today which is apparently a day before i am about to start working, i think i am no longer 100% sure about my decision.. boleh? my classmates were discussing about becoming professional engineers (PE) and most of them are on their way of becoming one.. and me? i am no where close in fact i am drifting away.. i remembered being so ambitious about getting my IR when i first graduated but as time goes by the thought somehow found its way to the back of my mind.. i forgot because i was busy aiming for my doctorate degree.. but NOW, after having so many "roadblocks" in completing my master's final project i would rather not think about furthering my studies, yet.. so in conclusion, i am far from being neither an IR nor a DR.. sighhh..


3. i almost cried in front of my uniten lecturer last week.. i went to see him because i thought he could help me with my final project since my sv is so far away in skudai.. but my mind is so dead i couldn't even understand a word he was saying, i am totally deadmeat, man.. i have less than 3 months to complete my project together with thesis-writing and i haven't even got started.. how worse can it be? 3 semesters with almost a perfect cgpa, i thought my master's journey will be smooth sailing but no.. nothing comes easy, right? 

4. total price ticket to melbourne is rm915 and to perth is RM713.. yayyy.. at least there IS something to cheer me up these days.. 


5. yuna rocks! and i love my husband :)

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Jan 10, 2010

random

1. tomorrow is my first day at work after two months plus of being a full-time housewife. i am shit scared, no. i am shit nervous? i have 2 weeks before lectures begin and have no idea what subject(s) will i be teaching. aihhhh..


2. i was very sure before that i wanted to be a lecturer.. and Alhamdulillah, Allah made me one.. and today which is apparently a day before i am about to start working, i think i am no longer 100% sure about my decision.. boleh? my classmates were discussing about becoming professional engineers (PE) and most of them are on their way of becoming one.. and me? i am no where close in fact i am drifting away.. i remembered being so ambitious about getting my IR when i first graduated but as time goes by the thought somehow found its way to the back of my mind.. i forgot because i was busy aiming for my doctorate degree.. but NOW, after having so many "roadblocks" in completing my master's final project i would rather not think about furthering my studies, yet.. so in conclusion, i am far from being neither an IR nor a DR.. sighhh..


3. i almost cried in front of my uniten lecturer last week.. i went to see him because i thought he could help me with my final project since my sv is so far away in skudai.. but my mind is so dead i couldn't even understand a word he was saying, i am totally deadmeat, man.. i have less than 3 months to complete my project together with thesis-writing and i haven't even got started.. how worse can it be? 3 semesters with almost a perfect cgpa, i thought my master's journey will be smooth sailing but no.. nothing comes easy, right? 

4. total price ticket to melbourne is rm915 and to perth is RM713.. yayyy.. at least there IS something to cheer me up these days.. 


5. yuna rocks! and i love my husband :)

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