drama

i was ok yesterday despite a very2 slow progress of my project
i was stressed, no doubt about it, but i still can take it
even though, i know it is going nowhere but ade la jugak part of me that says i can do it no matter how slow, no matter how hard kn
because i know myself, i am far from being a quitter or else, i won't be where i am today
but then, "something" violently took that spirit away from me
and now i am back to square one
back to the "why-am-i-so-unlucky-bla2 me 
seriously, this is so disheartening ok
like my energy has totally gone down the drain


and u know what is that something?
it's actually a news that one of my masters friend has completed her project and now she only has her thesis to write.. oh my dior! 
sumpah la patah semangat
like tgk ur friends running freely but u r still struggling to crawl
it's a super duper big put-off, seriously.. 


anyway, after i got the news, the next thing i did, was asking as many friends as i can, siape yg nk extend project.. hehe.. at least, i know i am not going to graduate alone nx year.. screw u stupid project.. penat2 aku blajar dpt 3.93 and this is what u give me.. u r so gonna ruin my whole result.. demmitttttt...