ayat-ayat cinta

there is this beautiful young girl whose mother is a Filipino and father a Siamese.
she was born in Madinah
and at 11, her parent sent her back to Pattani
now, age 16, she's schooling at a religious school in Kelantan
she wears jubah and sometimes, a purdah showing only her beautiful eyes
when she took off her selendang,
i was amazed with her super long shiny black hair
she's beautiful.. an epitome of a true wanita islam

and there is this boy from Ampang whom i only know through stories from others
he is 22 and her mother is from belanda
a tahfiz (or izzit hafiz?) with the whole Quran in his heart
(sejuk perut ibu dia mengandung)
and next week, he will be flying off to Africa to learn hadith

i don't know, but these 2 young people remind me of Aisha and Fahri.. :)
oh, forgot to tell
the girl's aunty who is also the boy's ibu angkat is very "excited" in getting them "together"
i smiled when I heard the conversation
i thot ayat-ayat cinta is merely a movie
but no, it does happen in reality
(but i hope in "this" story, the third person does not exist)

of growing up..

1. i cannot deny the fact that i was very unhappy when one of my close friends could not attend my wedding reception (both). i accepted her excuse but since she will be tying the knots as well, therefore i told myself not to come to hers since she did not come to mine. what you give you get back right? and not only that, i also ignored her calls. pretending that i was too busy with my life when the truth is i am not really. but then, a few days before hari raya, i did not know why, all of sudden i realized that i had made a big mistake. i am 26 and i should be acting like one right? jeopardizing our 13 years of friendship just because of one stupid event is very highschool-ish. i was driving when the thought occur and i promised myself as soon as i got home i would sms her. i forgot. the thought remained a thought. a day after, out of nowhere, she called me. and now we are back to where we begin. :). selamat pengantin baru (in advance), ruhaizah.

2. i was beyond upset when she accused me of something i did not do. i did not hate her but i swore to myself not to have any sort of connections with her. but then, after a few years, i braved myself to forget what she did. after all, the feud is going nowhere. so, i smsed her, a very simple sms, to be precised, it is merely a wedding invitation. and now we are good again. not that i am that close to her, but at least, we are on a good term now.

3. we were the closest of friends back in high school, or so i believed. we were too, back in university. i thought we would be the bestest of friends for life. but things happened anyway. i was young, so was she. i got mad over something stupid and so was she. a little argument grew to become what is seems like the third world war. even a world war has an ending. but ours, has not. the damage was permanent. i did make an effort before but i guess she was not convinced enough. so, as i mentioned. the damage was permanent. the friendship was broken into millions of tiny pieces and there is no way on earth to fix it.


anyway, for all the mistakes that i have done, i am glad i made it for through each of it, i learn the true meaning of life.

di hari raya..

after 2 weeks, now we got another photos of ours
thank god, it's worth waiting for

anyway, happy eid mubarak people
sorry body & soul
hope you have a great raya
drive safe but eat a lot!
you'll regret it if you don't eat those food served during raye
sbb nnt dh tk raya, mknn tu sme dh tk sesedap mase raye
it's ok, u can always jog after tu.. hehehe

i love =)

i have to say that i am a bit frustrated with most of the photos from the outdoor photo shoot
all the gambars just don't turn out like i want
but nevertheless, there are some that i do love especially the above :)
thanks dude! (you know who u are)

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happy 090909 :)