i thought i was seeing some light at the end of the tunnel
but boy, how wrong-er could i be
i was just fooling my own self
the "help" that uncle was supposed to give well lets just say it remains there
i am not blaming him though
perhaps, he is busy with his work
and that sent me back to square one
i need to change back to my previous topic, the one which definitely brings no light at all to my super-long & super-dark tunnel
the one which refuses to make some progress regardless how hard i try
and come to think of it
u r doing a project.. in which u have to come out with your own ALGORITHM
but u r alone, as in.. a.l.o.n.e with NOBODY to help, nobody at all
my supervisor sux, yes, that's the best word for him
i wrote a super long email telling him what my problems are
and his reply was only 2 sentences? and of course without answering my questions
i am super stressed ok.. i don't even know how to put it in words
sumpah stressed tahap dewa *&^*&^!$%!^&!*(
how am i gonna finish my project if i have no guidance at all
all people keep saying.. try la, sure boleh..
mmg la boleh.. tapi mcm mane nk boleh kn tu kalau tkde orang nk tolong langsung
as in ZERO help
unless i am albert einstein then petik jari je seratus algorithm pn boleh dpt
and i am doing a masters degree not a PHD
even PHD pn ade guidance jugak from the supervisor
setan btul.
i just need a fucking guidance
just a GUIDANCE for god sake
bukan nye nk suruh siyap kn project aku la babi
mcm mane aku nk buat kalau tkde sape org nk guide.. gampang!
sampai mampus pn aku tkle nk buat mcm tu
i am just plain stupid. i was stupid before and i am stupid-er now.
and definitely will become the stupid-est person on earth in the future.
and why am i so unlucky in every single thing?
why do everyone succeed in their field and i always be the stupid-est?!
why everything must turn out not the way i want it?
why everything just don't work out for me, regardless how i try
regardless 110% effort i give in what i am doing
why am i just plain stupid?
i know this won't help
even if write it thousand times pun, my project will still not go anywhere
and i will definitely screw my masters degree
pergi mampus la kau dgn 4 flat kepale hatok.. pegi mampus smue..
Jan 28, 2010
bodoh
i thought i was seeing some light at the end of the tunnel
but boy, how wrong-er could i be
i was just fooling my own self
the "help" that uncle was supposed to give well lets just say it remains there
i am not blaming him though
perhaps, he is busy with his work
and that sent me back to square one
i need to change back to my previous topic, the one which definitely brings no light at all to my super-long & super-dark tunnel
the one which refuses to make some progress regardless how hard i try
and come to think of it
u r doing a project.. in which u have to come out with your own ALGORITHM
but u r alone, as in.. a.l.o.n.e with NOBODY to help, nobody at all
my supervisor sux, yes, that's the best word for him
i wrote a super long email telling him what my problems are
and his reply was only 2 sentences? and of course without answering my questions
i am super stressed ok.. i don't even know how to put it in words
sumpah stressed tahap dewa *&^*&^!$%!^&!*(
how am i gonna finish my project if i have no guidance at all
all people keep saying.. try la, sure boleh..
mmg la boleh.. tapi mcm mane nk boleh kn tu kalau tkde orang nk tolong langsung
as in ZERO help
unless i am albert einstein then petik jari je seratus algorithm pn boleh dpt
and i am doing a masters degree not a PHD
even PHD pn ade guidance jugak from the supervisor
setan btul.
i just need a fucking guidance
just a GUIDANCE for god sake
bukan nye nk suruh siyap kn project aku la babi
mcm mane aku nk buat kalau tkde sape org nk guide.. gampang!
sampai mampus pn aku tkle nk buat mcm tu
i am just plain stupid. i was stupid before and i am stupid-er now.
and definitely will become the stupid-est person on earth in the future.
and why am i so unlucky in every single thing?
why do everyone succeed in their field and i always be the stupid-est?!
why everything must turn out not the way i want it?
why everything just don't work out for me, regardless how i try
regardless 110% effort i give in what i am doing
why am i just plain stupid?
i know this won't help
even if write it thousand times pun, my project will still not go anywhere
and i will definitely screw my masters degree
pergi mampus la kau dgn 4 flat kepale hatok.. pegi mampus smue..
but boy, how wrong-er could i be
i was just fooling my own self
the "help" that uncle was supposed to give well lets just say it remains there
i am not blaming him though
perhaps, he is busy with his work
and that sent me back to square one
i need to change back to my previous topic, the one which definitely brings no light at all to my super-long & super-dark tunnel
the one which refuses to make some progress regardless how hard i try
and come to think of it
u r doing a project.. in which u have to come out with your own ALGORITHM
but u r alone, as in.. a.l.o.n.e with NOBODY to help, nobody at all
my supervisor sux, yes, that's the best word for him
i wrote a super long email telling him what my problems are
and his reply was only 2 sentences? and of course without answering my questions
i am super stressed ok.. i don't even know how to put it in words
sumpah stressed tahap dewa *&^*&^!$%!^&!*(
how am i gonna finish my project if i have no guidance at all
all people keep saying.. try la, sure boleh..
mmg la boleh.. tapi mcm mane nk boleh kn tu kalau tkde orang nk tolong langsung
as in ZERO help
unless i am albert einstein then petik jari je seratus algorithm pn boleh dpt
and i am doing a masters degree not a PHD
even PHD pn ade guidance jugak from the supervisor
setan btul.
i just need a fucking guidance
just a GUIDANCE for god sake
bukan nye nk suruh siyap kn project aku la babi
mcm mane aku nk buat kalau tkde sape org nk guide.. gampang!
sampai mampus pn aku tkle nk buat mcm tu
i am just plain stupid. i was stupid before and i am stupid-er now.
and definitely will become the stupid-est person on earth in the future.
and why am i so unlucky in every single thing?
why do everyone succeed in their field and i always be the stupid-est?!
why everything must turn out not the way i want it?
why everything just don't work out for me, regardless how i try
regardless 110% effort i give in what i am doing
why am i just plain stupid?
i know this won't help
even if write it thousand times pun, my project will still not go anywhere
and i will definitely screw my masters degree
pergi mampus la kau dgn 4 flat kepale hatok.. pegi mampus smue..
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