off the beaten path..

perhaps, i should get my own personal blog therefore i dont have to spoil this happy-clappy blog.. i mean, this blog is not created to have a sense of negativities in it, it shud be about happy stuffs, it is about wedding, a heavenly journey of life.. demm, i dont know what im babbling about.. oh crappy crapp..

anyhoo, since i'm a little bit upset today so i need to get wutever shitty outta my system.. i'm not gonna point my finger to anyone, so lets just say i'm fed-up with certain people around me.. u see, my philosophy is super simple.. don't do to me what you don't want me to do unto you.. i'm so happy with my life.. i've got super loving family and i'm more than thankful to have such a great circle of close friends around me.. and when i'm talking about friends, i'm referring to those bunch of crazy people (opsss.. hehe..).. those are a few people that i consider my true friends, my pillar of strenghts, who have been around me thru my ups and downs, my thick and thin..

ive been getting the same response when i ask "what do you think the first time you see me".. they say i'm sombong, i have a look that tells i dont care about what goes around me.. well, yes, admittedly.. i never put up a friendly face around strangers.. and that's because i build a freaking wall surrounds me.. reason being, i already have my circle of friends and after going thru a lot of bullshitesssness with new friends, i think it's not too much to say that i dont really need new friends in my life.. especially, those who are taking advantages on me.. if u wanna be my friend, fine.. be my friend but dun expect too much from me and please know that there's always a line that u shudn't cross..

honestly, i'm softhearted (most of the times).. saying no is never easy for me.. that simple 2-alphabets word never seems to flow outta my mouth as easy as saying YES.. which, i myself dont know why.. and that answers why i usually let people take advantages on me.. but then again, fine.. i dont really mind.. i assume that anything i do is some sorta "charity" wutever.. and i never asked for anything in return.. appreciation and thank-yous are more than enuff..

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sighh.. i've a lot more to write, but i guess if i were to let everything outta my mind, a blog wudnt be enuff.. i need a bigger space.. a 100-pages book, perhaps..
crapppssss...

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we bought another item yesterday..:)
belt+wallet for him.. and a super-duper comfy sandals for me..
yeahhh, i prefer sandals rather than shoes..
to me (and him as well!), it's not about what looks good or expensive on the hantaran
but about whether its worthy or not..
it's no use buying a stilleto just for the sake of looking cantik but never wear it at the end of the day, rite???
rite.. :)