shop till u drop

i used to be obsessed with browsing the online shop selling clothes etc
and think, oh my, those baju especially baby's clothes are just too gorgeous
but then, paying rm50 (plus minus) for a fake baby gap or mothercare (etc) macam tk worth it
and much thanx to my SIL, i then discovered GM KL and later Klang
and my wallet life is never the same again.. haha..  

yesterday, i followed my brother and SIL to GM Klang
my initial plan was just to get one or 2 baby tights and dresses for adreanna
but guess what? i came back with this..

those tights are rm8 per piece, u can get it at rm5 per piece if u wish to buy in bulk
the rompers are rm27 each (long sleeve) and rm22 each (short sleeve) - pack of 5
dresses are 50% half the price if u buy at least 6 pieces

murah bukan, u can totally save 50% or even more compared to online shopping dowhhhh..
and those who are pregnant, sila lah bershopping di sini and u can go crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
and to make it more fun, bring along a few other people, like what i did with my SIL, so u can share (hence, getting the wholesale price)

anyway, my total damage for above items are rm179 and there goes my plan to get a new handbag.. tskkk.. (-.-)! 
but i am planning to come again, sbb smlm when i was just about to leave, i found a shop selling white shirt (with different design) for rm24 each!! gilo apo.. murah nk mampsss.. haha.. so i definitely will come back again very2 soon, and this time with husband along (so can go and borong baju adreanna lagi since daddy mmg suke shopping utk adreanna.. hehe)

totally random..

the loan has been approved and i will be getting the car hopefully by tuesday
see, my new year resolution is back to square one
i settled one debt only to find myself involved in another one
which apparently of higher committment
but then again, this one, is a sacrifice
i mean, i have no choice, both my husband and i have no choice
with two person; who work different office hours, owning only one car is troublesome
and it becomes worse when you have a baby tagging along
hence, the solution, i bought myself a new car
after much consideration, i opted for a new one instead of a used car
and it is just a very small car anyway enough for a town-ride, office-home-office

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adreanna is already 2 months 6 days today and she weighs 6.2kg as of last week
which means, carrying her around requires extra energy
what more, being adreanna, she just loves to be carried around only by mummy, not daddy
so, i can definitely foresee stronger muscles in the months to come


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i am still adapting my new title as a full time working mummy
adreanna can be difficult at times which leaves me feeling hopeless & guilty
i can't tolerate when she cries non stop not because i regret having her around
but because i just simply can't bear seeing her crying 
and usually it ends up with me crying together with her
i am such a bad mummy, huh :((
but i love her way too much i just want to see her happy and smile ALL the time


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there will only be 2 days of working next week
yay!
happy long holiday people~~!

i'm back!

just arrived from pahang at 1pm this afternoon. it feels different to be home after 7 weeks of 'holiday' what more to come back with extra 'baggage'.. it's adreanna's first time and she took it.. err.. quite well kot considering that she has been sleeping since tadi.. only wakes up for milk, even falls asleep while on my boobs.. it must be the weather kot, sejuk melampau tp tk hujan pn.. 

anyway, i have a lot to write especially.. of course on my birth story.. to be honest, i almost forget the whole experience so i seriously need to write it down soon so that i can read it again in the future.. the experience is just wayyy too priceless to be forgotten mcm tu aje, obviously.. 

so, will write more when i have the time i.e. when adreanna is sleeping.. :)

some things are better left unsaid..

.. baby prefers my womb more than anything else in the world so she decides to stay inside a little while longer.. she was weighing at 3.5kg as of Saturday, 13th nov.. the doctor again reminded me for countless times that i should watch my diet as to not let the baby gets too big.. please reduce ur nasi intake she said again and again.. so for the sake of my little princess and myself, finally i gave in.. i stop eating rice for the past 2 days.. yay to me but not to others.. the doctor will be doing IOL next week monday when i am 40 weeks 2 days.. i actually requested to be induced before raya haji because to me, why wait when at the end of the day i still have to go thru the same process right.. (note: IOL adelah proses induce) but the doctor told me there is a very high chance that i might have to go through a c-sect because there is no contractions yet so she scheduled the induction on 22nd nov.. which is totally fine with me.. because i trust her.. she is a doctor after all.. a specialist some more.. when she says it's normal then it must be normal right.. i mean, there is no point in her telling lies, am i right or wrong? so, i take it as it is and feel perfectly ok.. even though, there is prolly 5% of doubt but then the feeling subsided when i asked a friend of mine who went thru exactly the same thing as i am now.. except in her case she ended up having a c-sect because up to her EDD, still no contractions..

so..

it's very very very much displeasing when some people started to.. well, as my title goes.. some things are better left unsaid.. so, i better stop now.. pouring my heart out won't do anyone good.. :(

i am..

i.

officially 39 weeks comes tomorrow.. and still going strong.. i mean, honestly, i haven't felt any sorta contractions just yet.. omg, is this normal or what? most of my friends whose EDD is a few days before me or even AFTER had safely delivered their babies and here i am.. well, a friend said i should enjoy the moment while it lasts.. of course.. but at the same time, being a first timer, i am still worried.. over nothing, i guess.. well, will be going for a check-up tomorrow and the doctor is going to do the membrane sweeping if i am not mistaken.. i don't know what the procedure is, i am just assuming.. because last time i requested the doctor if there is any way to speed up the process but no induction whatsoever.. and she said yes while mentioning something like urut2 wutever.. i don't know..

ii.

bored.. beyond explanation! been doing nothing at home except walking aimlessly from bedroom to the living room to the kitchen like mad people.. one minute i was surfing the net, the next time i was already at the kitchen opening up the fridge, scanning whatever things called food and then jump on the couch.. and the next minute plak seeing me lying on my bed trying hard to sleep.. and yes, waking up a few hours after, repeating the same routine.. crazy, huh?

iii.

going shopping in a few minutes time..! yay, the idea of getting outta the house is very refreshing you know.. hehe.. i wonder how it feels like living in jail.. >.