Jan 28, 2011

totally random..

the loan has been approved and i will be getting the car hopefully by tuesday
see, my new year resolution is back to square one
i settled one debt only to find myself involved in another one
which apparently of higher committment
but then again, this one, is a sacrifice
i mean, i have no choice, both my husband and i have no choice
with two person; who work different office hours, owning only one car is troublesome
and it becomes worse when you have a baby tagging along
hence, the solution, i bought myself a new car
after much consideration, i opted for a new one instead of a used car
and it is just a very small car anyway enough for a town-ride, office-home-office

***

adreanna is already 2 months 6 days today and she weighs 6.2kg as of last week
which means, carrying her around requires extra energy
what more, being adreanna, she just loves to be carried around only by mummy, not daddy
so, i can definitely foresee stronger muscles in the months to come


***


i am still adapting my new title as a full time working mummy
adreanna can be difficult at times which leaves me feeling hopeless & guilty
i can't tolerate when she cries non stop not because i regret having her around
but because i just simply can't bear seeing her crying 
and usually it ends up with me crying together with her
i am such a bad mummy, huh :((
but i love her way too much i just want to see her happy and smile ALL the time


***


there will only be 2 days of working next week
yay!
happy long holiday people~~!


1 comment:

ctfadzlin said...

hehehe..welcome to motherhood when everything about you sounds less important than the little person next to you..trust me,we all been to the guilt trip.and when the time comes,she will wants her daddy only..it will come and you'll be as happy as I am now..for now,enjoy Adreanna when she still needs you the most,cause times will flies soo quickly when you will missed her being needy as she is now..:))

Jan 28, 2011

totally random..

the loan has been approved and i will be getting the car hopefully by tuesday
see, my new year resolution is back to square one
i settled one debt only to find myself involved in another one
which apparently of higher committment
but then again, this one, is a sacrifice
i mean, i have no choice, both my husband and i have no choice
with two person; who work different office hours, owning only one car is troublesome
and it becomes worse when you have a baby tagging along
hence, the solution, i bought myself a new car
after much consideration, i opted for a new one instead of a used car
and it is just a very small car anyway enough for a town-ride, office-home-office

***

adreanna is already 2 months 6 days today and she weighs 6.2kg as of last week
which means, carrying her around requires extra energy
what more, being adreanna, she just loves to be carried around only by mummy, not daddy
so, i can definitely foresee stronger muscles in the months to come


***


i am still adapting my new title as a full time working mummy
adreanna can be difficult at times which leaves me feeling hopeless & guilty
i can't tolerate when she cries non stop not because i regret having her around
but because i just simply can't bear seeing her crying 
and usually it ends up with me crying together with her
i am such a bad mummy, huh :((
but i love her way too much i just want to see her happy and smile ALL the time


***


there will only be 2 days of working next week
yay!
happy long holiday people~~!


1 comment:

ctfadzlin said...

hehehe..welcome to motherhood when everything about you sounds less important than the little person next to you..trust me,we all been to the guilt trip.and when the time comes,she will wants her daddy only..it will come and you'll be as happy as I am now..for now,enjoy Adreanna when she still needs you the most,cause times will flies soo quickly when you will missed her being needy as she is now..:))