and the day finally comes...

.. oh dear HR, can i just bring my baby too? or if it is too impossible, can i just stay at the nearby hotel so i can put my baby to sleep every night? huhu

damnn..

i am mentally not ready to leave adreanna for the whole one week

even though i know she will be in safe hands of my mother

but the thought of leaving her, and not be able to cuddle her before sleep

it's just... plain torturing!

and worse, it is only 4 days away and i am yet to complete the milk stock for her

i still have about 15 bottles to go but i am thissssssss close to giving up

i mean, 15 bottles for the stock and another 12 bottles for her daily consume..

huhuhu..

but being stressed doesn't help at all except lowering the production

hence bringing me even further away from my target

so, be happy.. that's it..

think positive..

semoga Allah memberkati niat murni ini..

dan memurah kn rezeki Adreanna.. Amin..