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i think God hates me..

a new journey?

life couldn't get any better and I thank Allah million times for that.. Allah does know best.. :)))))

anyway, my painful journey in getting a masters degree is nearing the end.. Insya Allah, in less than one month, i will bid goodbye to weekend-classes, stressful assignments etc.. but surprisingly, not being oblivious to the fact that i still have to endure that less than one month journey which apparently the toughest one, i am crazily looking forward to furthering my PhD.. haha.. i must not be at the right-est state of my mind while writing this, must i? anyway, dear husband was not that convinced when i told him the idea.. haha.. he was afraid that i will not be able to handle the pressure and what not.. well i don't think i can either but that is the sweetest part, no? i mean, pressure is what keeps you going.. :p.. i think, i am being manipulated by my own dreams i.e. to become a Dr before i reach 30.. or at least, on my way of becoming one.. 


but anyway, i have more than half-a-year to decide on that.. probably after November i'll be serious about that.. :))).. we'll see how thing goes and for the moment i will just take things one at a time and definitely leave everything to Allah.. as i mentioned earlier.. only Allah knows best.. :)..

blogs.. babies..

my favorite past time since becoming a lecturer now involves lotsa blog-reading. haha. yes, because i have more than enough time to waste, no? of course not, it's because this stupid college restricted the internet access to not only facebook and the likes, but also to yahoomail, gmail etc. (thank God, they didn't block blogspot?) and nak gune ultrasoft pun sangaaat la slow, hence i use my time "wisely" hopping from one blog to another.. ok2.. that is a very2 lame excuse.. boleh je sbenarnye buat bende lain sbb gune wirelesskl yg agak laju.. :p

anyway, back to my blog activities.. i have a few blogs that are now officially become my favourites.. those are ob.3fi.3nd and a few mommies' blog.. i simply love ob.3fi3.nd's because i found his writing very2 amusing and at the same time mind-provoking.. if u happen to visit his blog, yes, i love that kinda entries.. that's why my favorite newspaper now is the sun sbb selain dr free, i like the articles written by a columnist named nades.. it's like an eye-opener and sangat informative (may be not to others)


and sometimes, when i need something light, i hop to a few of my favorite mommies' blog or newly-wed's blog.. i love reading their stories on raising their first kids or pregger with their first kids or preparing for the wedding and etc.. very2 refreshing.. :).. hehe.. and seriously boleh addicted ok.. and talking about babies, i visited one of my uni-mate's blog yesterday and she wrote about her wishes for her yet non-existent baby.. and i think i would love to do that as well.. it will serve as a reminder for me in the future because i tend to forget things easily.. anyway, it is just my wishes.. may be or may be not it will be materialized, only God knows.. 

1. i don't want my kids to get involved in ben10, ultraman, upin&ipin wutever thingy.. a big no-no.. (i was brought up that way, and i survived! so, it shudn't be a problem i guess)
2. i don't want my baby boy to have any toys such as plastic gun, plastic sword or the likes.. ade lah haram tidak di benarkan same sekali.. :)
   
3. i don't want my kids to ever, ever, ever eat junkfood.. NEVERRRRRRRRRRRR.. (my mom never bought me and abang twisties, pringles, super ring ke ape ke mase kecik2 dulu.. huhu.. maggi pn once or twice a year je, seriously.. and yeah, we survived!)
   
4. i want my kids to love to read.. hence i will make sure i start reading books to them as early as possible 
5. i don't want my baby girl to just wear pink and my baby boy to just wear blue
6. i want to fully breastfeed my baby until at least 1 year-old (i know it's difficult for a working mom but i've read in a magazine it's do-able)
7. i don't want to spoil my kids but i want to be their best friend
8. i want my baby boy to be a tahfiz hence i will send him to sekolah tahfiz as early as possible (ini adelah WAJIB! dear God, please2 remind me when the time comes)
9. i don't want to buy expensive things for my kids just because i love them so much (no offense ye.. i know most parents love doing this)
10. (to be filled when the time comes.. hehe)

and no.. i am not pregnant yet.. :)

holidei

3-days weekend is definitely not enough.. i need more holidays and the fact that there is no PH in march is just very disheartening.. and march is gonna be the busiest month ever for me.. because my viva / project presentation will be at the end of this month.. aiyaaa.. i am only 40% through and i still have like a very looooong way to go.. but t.nb people has been nothing but very very very helpful.. thank u so much people.. :)

anyway, what did i do during the last weekend? lazing around like nobody's business? yes.. but only on friday because it was the 4th week therefore i needed to drag my lazy ass on saturday to work and something happened at the office.. sux! i hate my boss. period. later sleepover at abang's house while tumpang basuh 2-weeks punye laundry and main2 dgn my dearest ai'syah.. comelicious..! :).. anyway, the initial plan for the weekend as conteng-ed in the calendar, was to finish at least 2 chapters for my thesis but i only managed to get my hands on it on sunday.. huhu.. therefore i couldn't even finish one chapter pn.. boohoooo.. and was planning to cook chicken chop that day.. tapi kemalangan nasib, smue breadcrumb dekat puchong abes.. and i spent freaking 2 hours hopping from one shop to another dengan tk mandi nye.. demmittt and i ended up buat fried apple pie je.. thank god hubby dearest ckp sedap.. hehee.. ok la, since it was my first attempt anyway..

i wish for more weekend like last weekend (minus the working-saturday of course).. and i am really looking forward for the singapore trip next month.. eventhough, it's gonna be a very short one since i have a final exam the very same weekend.. ceiiissssss.. and i am thinking of going somewhere near with hubby dearest for just a weekend getaway.. melaka mcm ok boleh makan ikan bakar.. :) tp genting pn best.. tp bile nye nk pergi pn tktau.. hehe