ever since i entered the second trimester i have been having this 'weird' feeling..
at times i feel so sad, anxious, worry, tk sedap hati.. all mixed up..
makin weird because most of the times i feel so is when i am in the toilet doing 'small' business.. pelik kn? or mungkin sbb time tu sorang2 layan feeling kot..?!
so last week, i was sangat tk larat to go to work and i decided to take an mc but i had no reason whatsoever to give to the doctor
maka, i decided to tell him about those feelings perhaps there is some sorta scientic reason behind it plus something had actually happened when i was back home which added to my constant worriness
and to my surprise.. yes, there is..
the doctor was telling me that i suffer from pre-baby blues.. and he gave me an mc without me asking (yay for that)
but today, after talking to mom, i realized that perhaps that feeling is not because of the pre-baby blues but because of something else which is related to the earlier something i mentioned before
i am so sad.. but i know mom is even more sad.. i can hear it from her voice
and now i know that answers all my doubt.. to my little nephew, please please please be strong.. you know you are loved by all of us.. whatever happen in the future, please know that we all or at least, wan cu and m.ngah will always always always be right behind you..
Jul 29, 2010
ujian Allah
ever since i entered the second trimester i have been having this 'weird' feeling..
at times i feel so sad, anxious, worry, tk sedap hati.. all mixed up..
makin weird because most of the times i feel so is when i am in the toilet doing 'small' business.. pelik kn? or mungkin sbb time tu sorang2 layan feeling kot..?!
so last week, i was sangat tk larat to go to work and i decided to take an mc but i had no reason whatsoever to give to the doctor
maka, i decided to tell him about those feelings perhaps there is some sorta scientic reason behind it plus something had actually happened when i was back home which added to my constant worriness
and to my surprise.. yes, there is..
the doctor was telling me that i suffer from pre-baby blues.. and he gave me an mc without me asking (yay for that)
but today, after talking to mom, i realized that perhaps that feeling is not because of the pre-baby blues but because of something else which is related to the earlier something i mentioned before
i am so sad.. but i know mom is even more sad.. i can hear it from her voice
and now i know that answers all my doubt.. to my little nephew, please please please be strong.. you know you are loved by all of us.. whatever happen in the future, please know that we all or at least, wan cu and m.ngah will always always always be right behind you..
at times i feel so sad, anxious, worry, tk sedap hati.. all mixed up..
makin weird because most of the times i feel so is when i am in the toilet doing 'small' business.. pelik kn? or mungkin sbb time tu sorang2 layan feeling kot..?!
so last week, i was sangat tk larat to go to work and i decided to take an mc but i had no reason whatsoever to give to the doctor
maka, i decided to tell him about those feelings perhaps there is some sorta scientic reason behind it plus something had actually happened when i was back home which added to my constant worriness
and to my surprise.. yes, there is..
the doctor was telling me that i suffer from pre-baby blues.. and he gave me an mc without me asking (yay for that)
but today, after talking to mom, i realized that perhaps that feeling is not because of the pre-baby blues but because of something else which is related to the earlier something i mentioned before
i am so sad.. but i know mom is even more sad.. i can hear it from her voice
and now i know that answers all my doubt.. to my little nephew, please please please be strong.. you know you are loved by all of us.. whatever happen in the future, please know that we all or at least, wan cu and m.ngah will always always always be right behind you..
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