where did my money go?

lately, people around me, who happen to be of younger age keep talking money
invest here, invest there, buy a house or a condo at least and so and so
like, are u guys seriously 23/24 years old baru?

demmitt... where was i at that age?
happily spending my salary without even a slightest thought about the future
mencalar kn credit cardS (note: the plural) as much as i can
went on a shopping spree like nobody business
and now that i am reaching 30 years old (in 3 years time ok) i have just realized what i have been missing
with a very very few it's embarassing digits in my bank account nothing i can be proud of
ok, may be i am exaggerating a little bit
i was thisssssssssssssss close to sign up the S&P for a gorgeous condominium in shah alam at the age of 25 but being me, i decided to not do it in fear that i would not be having enough money to spend after that.. like whattttttttttttttt kn?
hishhhhhh..

but anyway, it is never too late to start all over again right? huhu
i am now taking baby steps towards financial freedom
its been more than a year now i have been living my life happily without a single credit card under my name (err, i still cheat sometimes by using my hubster's.. :p..)
but then, the excess baggage is still there la of course.. who can settle all 3 credit cards debt which nearly reaching the credit limit within a blink of an eye kn.. sumpah la kene tukar name dulu jadi binti sultanah bolkiah or perhaps binti JHO LOW?
so, at the moment i am still paying off the debt which hopefully will finish sumwhere around next year
and then i tell you people, i will be totally absolutely living a debt-free life!!!!!
that is like, the ultimate point of happiness kot.. duniawi la i mean

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and of course, i couldn't thank the company enough or the yayasan to be exact for converting my study loan to scholarship and RETURNING back all the money i have been paying in FULL.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :).. rezeki baby tu..

thank you Allah for the rezeki.. thank you little munchkin for this is what they call rezeki anak.. Alhamdulillah.. ALhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah..

ujian Allah

ever since i entered the second trimester i have been having this 'weird' feeling..
at times i feel so sad, anxious, worry, tk sedap hati.. all mixed up..
makin weird because most of the times i feel so is when i am in the toilet doing 'small' business.. pelik kn? or mungkin sbb time tu sorang2 layan feeling kot..?!

so last week, i was sangat tk larat to go to work and i decided to take an mc but i had no reason whatsoever to give to the doctor
maka, i decided to tell him about those feelings perhaps there is some sorta scientic reason behind it plus something had actually happened when i was back home which added to my constant worriness

and to my surprise.. yes, there is..

the doctor was telling me that i suffer from pre-baby blues.. and he gave me an mc without me asking (yay for that)

but today, after talking to mom, i realized that perhaps that feeling is not because of the pre-baby blues but because of something else which is related to the earlier something i mentioned before

i am so sad.. but i know mom is even more sad.. i can hear it from her voice

and now i know that answers all my doubt.. to my little nephew, please please please be strong.. you know you are loved by all of us.. whatever happen in the future, please know that we all or at least, wan cu and m.ngah will always always always be right behind you..

tgiFriday

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it's friday y'alls!

and tomorrow gonna have bbq at bagan lalang with the in-laws

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have a great weekend, people..!

Shopping with a capital S

mothercare is having a sale until july 25th.. and i've been itching to get this..

it looks so adorable and comfy! and the most important thing is that.. currently it is on 50% discount.. demmsss.. the next mothercare sale will be in christmas which nampak nye i can't go lah since i'll be having my confinement in pahang.. so, should i or should i not get it now? lets toss a coin! haha..

i want this fisher price butterfly pink also..

but i have never seen anything like this in malaysia.. perhaps can ask abang to get it for me at much cheaper price in aussie.. *fingers cross*

and if it is possible, i want this baby bjorn as well..

tapi harus lah berangan sahaje.. because the price for this one alone is even higher than the two items above, combined.. :(


p/s: colour of the items has got nothing to do with lil munchkin gender



* pictures from various website

ariel the peterporn?

i was cleaning up the store room to make way for all the stuff in the second bedroom when i found this cd.. it was a cd given by my gurlfren, shazreen when i moved out of her house last year after getting married (it took me a year to really unpack all the stuff.. huhu).. i only watched it once before because i ended up crying the last time i did so..

but anyway, i thot things would change after almost a year.. so i brought up the courage to watch it again, this morning, in my office.. well, i did not cry (naseb baik, kalau tk mesti org pelik..) but tetap rase gluk2.. and one of the reason mungkin sebab ariel..????????? hehe..

i intend to write a long entry on this one but perhaps later.. :)

of short weekdays + long weekend

1. i was on mc last wednesday.. it was a planned mc actually.. i had been contemplating on getting one since monday due to the evening sickness.. yes, it's back again.. i threw up in my room after lunch hour on tuesday so i had decided that for whatever the reason is i will take an mc the following day.. thank God (?!) the next morning, after consuming sebungkus (or was it two?) super oily fried bihun, i threw up twice at the hospital.. oh yes, finally we decided to go to see the specialist.. after much consideration, we chose columbia asia due to the close distance to our home.. it is within a walking distance ok.. so why bother going through the traffic jam to get to sjmc or sunway medical or pantai right.. mane2 pun same, insyaAllah.. :).. anyway, baby finally decided to reveal the toooot.. hehe.. but it was just for a very super short period of time.. i couldn't see it to be honest.. and even the dr. could just catch a glimpse and so she herself didn't want to confirm yet.. therefore, still have to wait for the next check up which is scheduled to be in august.. but, at least we got a hint and i am happy.. :)

2. i was on leave on friday for no apparent reason.. just felt like taking a break.. but i applied for it on monday.. if i had known i'd be on mc on wednesday (eh bukan mmg dh plan ke?) i might cancel it but boss already approved, so why waste right? heh.. i went to catch eclipse alone during jumaat prayer.. deliberately chose the time because that was when husband could would not follow.. it was great but i prefer twilight more.. but whatever it is, i still want to be a cullen.. i feel u bella.. weeeeeeee! went to gm plaza with hubby, abang & lin & si comel ai'syah later in the evening and got myself 2 dresses at half the market price! love love love it.. gonna get another 2 or 3 for raya.. melampau.. hehe.. and then went to midvalley since abang wanted to go to the maybank treat fair.. fell in love with mazda 8 (i think!) only to find out that the price is close to 200K.. no wonder la comfortable gile.. cehhhh.. tambah sket lagi bleh dpt 2 kot toyota wish.. hehe..

3. went to teman husband futsal-ing with his colleagues in the morning.. and stayed at home until ptg.. thot of going out tp tertdo pulak therefore we just went to tesco after maghrib and bought bath tub for baby.. hehe.. oh, there was one thing happened on that day that will surely be remembered (note: 20 weeks 5 days).. i was lying on the sofa watching tv and baby kept kicking inside so i told husband and he put his ear on my tummy to listen and suddenly baby kicked super hard sampai kitorg 2-2 terkejut.. hehe.. so sweeeeet, maybe its her/his way of saying.. "hi daddy! i'm doing just great in here..".. :)..

4. boring sunday.. went to klang and threw up tepi highway on the way back.. hubby went to work later in the evening.. slept early to catch wc final but only woke up at 3.30am..

one year

The highest happiness on earth is marriage.

~William Lyon Phelps ~

today, 5th july 2010, marks our first wedding anniversary

Alhamdulillah for the beautiful journey so far

i have never been happier in my life

i loooooooooooooove u, dear husband

looking forward to many many many many (much) more anniversaries with u

:)