1. i cannot deny the fact that i was very unhappy when one of my close friends could not attend my wedding reception (both). i accepted her excuse but since she will be tying the knots as well, therefore i told myself not to come to hers since she did not come to mine. what you give you get back right? and not only that, i also ignored her calls. pretending that i was too busy with my life when the truth is i am not really. but then, a few days before hari raya, i did not know why, all of sudden i realized that i had made a big mistake. i am 26 and i should be acting like one right? jeopardizing our 13 years of friendship just because of one stupid event is very highschool-ish. i was driving when the thought occur and i promised myself as soon as i got home i would sms her. i forgot. the thought remained a thought. a day after, out of nowhere, she called me. and now we are back to where we begin. :). selamat pengantin baru (in advance), ruhaizah.
2. i was beyond upset when she accused me of something i did not do. i did not hate her but i swore to myself not to have any sort of connections with her. but then, after a few years, i braved myself to forget what she did. after all, the feud is going nowhere. so, i smsed her, a very simple sms, to be precised, it is merely a wedding invitation. and now we are good again. not that i am that close to her, but at least, we are on a good term now.
3. we were the closest of friends back in high school, or so i believed. we were too, back in university. i thought we would be the bestest of friends for life. but things happened anyway. i was young, so was she. i got mad over something stupid and so was she. a little argument grew to become what is seems like the third world war. even a world war has an ending. but ours, has not. the damage was permanent. i did make an effort before but i guess she was not convinced enough. so, as i mentioned. the damage was permanent. the friendship was broken into millions of tiny pieces and there is no way on earth to fix it.
anyway, for all the mistakes that i have done, i am glad i made it for through each of it, i learn the true meaning of life.
Sep 28, 2009
of growing up..
1. i cannot deny the fact that i was very unhappy when one of my close friends could not attend my wedding reception (both). i accepted her excuse but since she will be tying the knots as well, therefore i told myself not to come to hers since she did not come to mine. what you give you get back right? and not only that, i also ignored her calls. pretending that i was too busy with my life when the truth is i am not really. but then, a few days before hari raya, i did not know why, all of sudden i realized that i had made a big mistake. i am 26 and i should be acting like one right? jeopardizing our 13 years of friendship just because of one stupid event is very highschool-ish. i was driving when the thought occur and i promised myself as soon as i got home i would sms her. i forgot. the thought remained a thought. a day after, out of nowhere, she called me. and now we are back to where we begin. :). selamat pengantin baru (in advance), ruhaizah.
2. i was beyond upset when she accused me of something i did not do. i did not hate her but i swore to myself not to have any sort of connections with her. but then, after a few years, i braved myself to forget what she did. after all, the feud is going nowhere. so, i smsed her, a very simple sms, to be precised, it is merely a wedding invitation. and now we are good again. not that i am that close to her, but at least, we are on a good term now.
3. we were the closest of friends back in high school, or so i believed. we were too, back in university. i thought we would be the bestest of friends for life. but things happened anyway. i was young, so was she. i got mad over something stupid and so was she. a little argument grew to become what is seems like the third world war. even a world war has an ending. but ours, has not. the damage was permanent. i did make an effort before but i guess she was not convinced enough. so, as i mentioned. the damage was permanent. the friendship was broken into millions of tiny pieces and there is no way on earth to fix it.
anyway, for all the mistakes that i have done, i am glad i made it for through each of it, i learn the true meaning of life.
2. i was beyond upset when she accused me of something i did not do. i did not hate her but i swore to myself not to have any sort of connections with her. but then, after a few years, i braved myself to forget what she did. after all, the feud is going nowhere. so, i smsed her, a very simple sms, to be precised, it is merely a wedding invitation. and now we are good again. not that i am that close to her, but at least, we are on a good term now.
3. we were the closest of friends back in high school, or so i believed. we were too, back in university. i thought we would be the bestest of friends for life. but things happened anyway. i was young, so was she. i got mad over something stupid and so was she. a little argument grew to become what is seems like the third world war. even a world war has an ending. but ours, has not. the damage was permanent. i did make an effort before but i guess she was not convinced enough. so, as i mentioned. the damage was permanent. the friendship was broken into millions of tiny pieces and there is no way on earth to fix it.
anyway, for all the mistakes that i have done, i am glad i made it for through each of it, i learn the true meaning of life.
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