w.e.d.d.i.n.g outfit

i soooOOo want the bunga-citra-lestari wedding outfit..!!
i want.. i want.. i want..!!
but i cannot fit into the baju..
simply because it is merely 1.5 inches smaller..!!
and stOoopid boutique..
there is no room for alteration.. no room at all..
konon nye, they ordered the baju specially from indonesia..
but why can't they make it a li'l bigger..
u know, for someone like me..!!!
it is a discrimination.. seriously..
all the vogue and cantik2 nye baju are limited to small-size people..
abes, orang gemok like me cannot wear pretty clothes on my wedding day?!
stOooooopid.. verrrryyy the stoooOoopid..
everytime i pointed to baju2 yg cantik..
they went like "oh, sorry dik, itu kecik..".."oh sorry dik, yg tu tk muat dgn adik.."
oh.. like wutever..!