a new journey?

i am opening up my own business soon, insyaAllah

not that big, just a small online business as a start

discussion has been done and mom has already agreed

yes, my mom is my business partner

so, people.. please support me.. :)

thank you..

update (updated)

i have been on hiatus for a few weeks already

was online but merely to check my emails

been kinda busy with final exams

three weeks in a row and it will be over this coming sunday

yay! and come 15th December (i think) marks my last semester as a masters student, insyaAllah

can't wait for all these sufferings i.e. fully-occupied-weekends, exams, assignments, crazy group mates, tests, presentation, etc. to end

but then, perhaps welcoming myself into a more torturing life of a PhD student

anyway, talking about the doctorate degree

i am most probably continuing in a local university only

husband is not really into the idea of going "back" to the UK

he does not want to leave his family for another 3 years or so

but i am totally indifferent about it

of course, it is on the other side of the world but mother is going to tag along if we are going there

and abang is definitely ok i think, because he'll be flying to France starting next year or so i heard

so, on my side, it is totally ok

but being married, of course u have to consider both parties right

decisions are made based on mutual agreement

so, australia is next on the list

but PhD in electrical engineering in Australia?

rarely heard of it

therefore, might as well continuing it here if that's the best for everyone.. :)

really, don't bother that much

as long as husband agrees on bringing me to the UK at least once.. hehehe

anyway, insyaAllah we will be going for our honeymoon soon

but, the destination is still not confirmed yet

thought of going to Bangkok but we'll be going there for a family trip next year

Hong Kong but the cost of living is too high; hotel, travelling, food, etc. or so they say

Bali not that interesting to ME plus with the earthquakes and bombing, surely banyak objections from mother and in-laws

lia suggested going to cambodia.. haha.. gile tk romantic.. scary ade..

aihhh.. any ideas people?

of course, it's limited to airasia (not airasiaX) destinations only

my weight loss progress seems stagnant 
even if it does not, the difference is nothing to be impressed with
i survived on 2 pieces of wholegrain in the morning and in the evening
but the loss is merely 1 kg per week
i eat like a quarter plate of nasi and nuggets and chicken meatballs yet i still loss only 1 kg weekly
so, i am not putting any kinda hope anymore
my body is perhaps already immuned to the drinks
so, be it swallowing everything down my esophagus or not, it is always 1kg per week
but of course, i am thankful enough to be back to my pre-wedding weight
even though the progress is slow, but it is still ther
it is just that, it may take yearssss before i can reach 50kg.. aihhhhh!

btw, we are going to krabi for our honeymoon!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!

a lesson well learnt

i was back in my hometown last weekend

my aunt and uncle will be performing haji this year so they organized a small kenduri

i arrived early even though the kenduri was only held after asar prayer

to help with the cooking and what not la konon nye

but ended up gossiping and chit-chatting with the aunties and cousins.. hehe

anyway, that is not the climax of the story.. :D

so, with the cooking of course there will be the eating part kn

i was so determined not to eat at the beginning

i managed not to for brunch

eventhough they served one of my favourite kuih i.e samosa or temosa.. i don't know.. it's the karipap lookalik but with ikan instead of potatoes

at that time, i preferred to settle for buah langsat instead

and then come lunch

ikan goreng, sayur lemak, SAMBAL and PUCUK UBI REBUS

it's been long since i last ate any truly kampung dishes

so the temptation was super hard to resist

i tried not to be anywhere near the serving table

but there i go, i obviously failed miserably

so i had a plate of pucuk ubi rebus and super spicy sambal and IKAN GORENG

i just didn't bother to count the calories i had consumed

and it did not just stop there

later, i treated myself with a few "pinches" of ayam goreng kfc

AND also, 3 ketuls of ayam masak lemak
AND 5 spoons of bubur kacang hijau with durian
AND seketul samosa

*mari bertepuk tangan*

and yesterday morning, my mother cooked a super delicious nasi goreng daging salai

and i happily ate half a pinggan.. yadaa2..

and for lunch, i ate another quarter pinggan of rice with sotong kunyit and sayur campur and masak lemak cili api ayam salai..

so, that was what happened during the weekend!

and i was so proud with myself for consuming an enormous amount of calories..

and today, the college is organizing a "gema raya"

i just don't bother to go down

because i have learnt my lesson the hard way

no matter how you try to forbid yourself not to eat

but with food, delicious food.. right in front of your eyes..

just 2-pembaris-panjang away from your mouth and 1-pembaris-pendek away from your hands konfem la fail punye.. wa cakap lu.. jusmate tu will be like thousand-miles-away from your thought

hehe..

so, moral of the stories..

kalau iman tu tk kuat, jangan la cuba untuk menggoda diri atau biar kn diri di goda

that goes not only to food, but other things in life as well, right? or right? :)

weight scale

my husband was on mc yesterday
he wasn't until he went to the clinic in front of his office 5 minutes before he should clock-in
so, instead of going straight home
i dragged him to giant because i desperately needed to weigh myself
lagipun, i needed to restock our mineral water
so, off to giant we were


sampai2 je, we went straight ahead looking for weight scale
true they said, when you are in need of something, you will never find it
so, pusing2 finally we found one next to a jewellery store
being so eager, i quickly dropped the coin inside the slot
and wahlaaaa.. the numbers on the screen really2 surprised me.. 
i lost THREE kgs.. and that was within 4 days only..
i was so happy i couldn't stop smiling
and then, dengan super happy nye
we went to do our grocery shopping in the giant
seriously i was really amazed with myself.. hahahaha..
everytime i picked on something
the first thing that i would look was the "total calories"
hahaha.. imagine okkay..
i checked every types of tuna they have on the rack
and trust me people ayam brand chunks tuna in water has the lowest calories
i.e. only 44kcal per serving
so, if u eat it with one piece of wholegrain fibremeal which is 63kcal
you will only consume 107kcal.. 
and 2 pieces per morning is more than enough to keep you full until lunch


so, after doing the shopping, tibe2 saket perut.. nature calls
i rushed to toilet and i told husband i wanted to weigh myself again
hahaha.. bajet konon akan turun lagi la berat kn..
but u know whaaaatt?
i gained another 2 kgs instead...!!
so now, whether the weight scale tu yang rosak
or i am myself in a big trouble..
anyway, i asked my husband to weigh himself
and taraaaa.. 2kgs extra than his original weight
so, i concluded that the weight scale was indeed rosak
and i chose the first reading.. yay!


and now, i am truly happy with the result
i hope i can reach my target by 2 months! 
weeeeeeee.. :D

surprise

i was ym-ing with my brother
when he told me that our mother wanted to buy me a JUS MATE 5!
u see..!!!
my mother has never ever in my life bought such products for me
or even encouraged me to buy one
but this time around she herself wanted to get it for me
must have been because i am wayy too FAT in her eyes (even in anyone else's eyes also)
huhuhu..
but then, my brother spoilt the good news by telling mother that i have already bought it
alar.. kalau tk dh ade sponsor.. hehehe

but i am still very surprised to hear that..
hehehe.. funny2..
poor mother.. she must have been worried seeing me gaining so much weight
she must be afraid her only daughter might turn into a giant monster in no time.. lol..


anyway, my diet is going ok so far
i salute dr.rozmey despite his bad taste in hair style (sorry doktor!hehe)
but he has really invented such a good product
*keep up the good work*
and another good news is
beside losing weight, the drink also works as "ubat subur"..
if you search on the internet, there will be an article saying that if you are planning to get pregnant, drink jus mate, it helps but of course once you know you are pregnant, you have to stop taking it.. because dieting is not good for the baby right..

so i do really hope i can kill two birds with one stone
eventhough, i am looking forward to having this drink for another two months
but i am still hoping i can get pregnant as soon as possible

btw, i haven't weighed myself yet
it has been four days and honestly, i do feel a little different
i can fit into my baju kurung moden better
but lets not put too much hope first
afraid that the result won't turn out as what i expected it to be
but, i will do just fine with 2 or 3 kgs.. lol